have a drink

i have MOVEEEEED.



the first post is kinda........ ... ... ... well... sad.

im glad this week has come to an end. technically not, theortically yes. enough of the parole, and into the sentence. done the sentence, walk away straight and upright. anyhoos. now that im almost done and over with, im watching movies. you guys HAVE to watch charlie bartlett  (on my list, its almost like juno. guys vs.) on movie6.net. if not, go watch the history boys in youku.com. (:


the happiest youth,
viewing his progress though.
what perils past, what crosses to ensue.
would shut the book and sit him down and die.
- ripped of the history boys. (:



charlie bartlett ost:
1 Dialogue - Charlie's Monologue 1:22
2 Christophe Beck - Charlie's Theme 0:51
3 Christophe Beck - Tennis 1:01
4 Hard-Fi - Unnecessary Trouble 1:01
5 Christophe Beck - Visiting Hours 1:17
6 Christophe Beck - Selling DVDs 0:55
7 Dialogue - Charlie & Shrinks 0:50
8 Curtis Mayfield - Pusherman 5:02
9 Christophe Beck - Jazz It Up 1:57
10 Christophe Beck - Prescription Flush 0:58
11 Christophe Beck - Cameras Going Up 0:37
12 Christophe Beck - First Kiss 1:16
13 The Subways - Oh Yeah 2:57
14 Christophe Beck - Kip Overdoses 2:14
15 Spiral Beach - Voodoo 3:26
16 Christophe Beck - Passing Notes 1:07
17 Christophe Beck - This Is A School, Not A Prison 1:19
18 Spiral Beach - New Clouds, Not Clouds 3:41
19 Christophe Beck - Gardner Hits Bottom 1:19
20 Spiral Beach - Day OK 2:18
21 Tom Freund - Seat On this Train 4:22
22 Christophe Beck - You're Not Alone 3:26
23 Christophe Beck - Dr. Bartlett 1:44
24 Kat Dennings - If You Want To Sing Out, Sing Out 2:10


hard-fi. a good love of mine. and the subways' very good.

its been raining ever single day of the (insert swear) week. adds to the depressing demoralisation and solemn serranade.




c,
when the ships doesnt sail in, swim out to it.
love n.




thats what n told me / told of me. yeahh... i'd think about it. got some problems of self lately.... i wanna meet terrence soon. today  i missed a few certain people. namely nicchia. nicoleng. and xy. swing a sighhhhh...

(erased and edited)


bumping into cpl and zach today made me realise i want to give out more of myself. (:
meeting  them both was really heart warming... a familiar feeling i havent felt in a while. like terence's call/ chris' msg/ ridhuan's call. from people who mean or created memories with me. its easy to let go of certain people. but not everyone. im glad o im glad that we can remember special moments or seconds.









not everything have been going all so fine, resulting to some serious side effects, making me build a wall - guarding.

dear cpl,
ROCK ON hon... you gotta come over again. at 4am. hahaha. drunk ass. i miss you , A LOT.
love c.

dear z,
nice sqeeze baby... i havent seen you in a really long while. it was a really nice surprise. you should do it more often. next time, lets hang out and talk more. sorry that i had to leave so abruptly. but im really really busy this week.
love c.

i am done with CV. and port. not entirely true. but least i got something done... oh fuck it. sometimes i wonder how we can have done so much goddamn work, but in our port we cant even put more than enough picts to justify what we did. oh hoo.


i realised that its always after the 12 o'clock minute that you can seriously get down to work. not feeling lethargic at all... but yeah, of cos, you'll feel more than excruicatingly tired at like 11 59 pm.

today was a good-bad day.
(thanks marc, for helping me out. THUMBS UP TO THE BLESSED ONE YO.)






it really is easy to count your blessings, since theres so little.